(Hold ON: This is ABOUT to be "Tennessee Week"--but not 'til NEXT weekend do we play...I screwed up on the date as originally posted--and MEANT to make this a kind of "Game Day--NON-Game Day"--but that isn't at all clear, now that I reread it myself. So let's be clear: We don't actually PLAY them, play ANYONE this week--not til next Saturday. Hence, the above change to "GATOR NON-GAME DAY" Well, got your attention, anyway...)
What haven't I said yet that needs to be said here?
Normally (well, what we came to think of as "normal" not so long ago), this is the week we begin to find out "what we've got" in the still-mostly-upcoming season. We got pretty used to that question being phrased as "How good are we?"--all been waiting, expecting those days to be back. Tough to face it, but while we were looking forward, underneath and now all around us that question has in truth become "How BAD are we, really?". Having to face it at all, let alone before the end of September, is a freezing shower-to-the soul, I'll grant you. But there it is.
That's where things are. Personally, I fear this season we WILL "improve"--and become one of those teams that more and more beats the less-talented teams, but consistently loses to the truly good ones. Of course, there is the possibility that we head the other way, lose a close-one to someone shitty and plunge into factional bickering and disarray, REALLY stink it up and leave no doubt of the changes-to-come. If it weren't for the dangerous long term consequences to every aspect of recruiting AND the difficulties we'll face in finding and reeling in our eventual coach-of-choice, I'd almost prefer the latter. Lotta reasons why I say that, but two biggest are the pain of week-to-week false hopes ("like slow death" is how I put it elsewhere), and all those "dangerous consequences" I alluded to--"winning sometimes" isn't NEAR good enough, and/or year after year of "slow improvement" doesn't WORK: It's an illusion. You just somehow never "get there".
So. Either we turn it around RIGHT NOW, WALLOP this Volunteer team in an angry-yet-crisply performed "execution", then move on to steadily more convincing, even dominating victories against all but the very best, whom we find ways to match and beat as well with a certain growing confidence--none of which I am expecting, obviously--or we all (AD included) face the truth and deal with it. Take the emotionally-detached approach and start doing all the things that implies are and will be required.
Which brings us back to, "How good are we?" vs. "How BAD are we, really?" The first is not an appropriate question at the moment. I guess today we begin to find out if we're likely to be asking it any time soon, OR we'll begin to get some answers to the second one.
Sadly, that's as much "positive" as I've got. That, and the certainty, even HOPE, that I am totally fallible. I could be, want to be wrong. As usual, knowing that, in this case HOPING that, is a blessing and a curse.
What haven't I said yet that needs to be said here?
Normally (well, what we came to think of as "normal" not so long ago), this is the week we begin to find out "what we've got" in the still-mostly-upcoming season. We got pretty used to that question being phrased as "How good are we?"--all been waiting, expecting those days to be back. Tough to face it, but while we were looking forward, underneath and now all around us that question has in truth become "How BAD are we, really?". Having to face it at all, let alone before the end of September, is a freezing shower-to-the soul, I'll grant you. But there it is.
That's where things are. Personally, I fear this season we WILL "improve"--and become one of those teams that more and more beats the less-talented teams, but consistently loses to the truly good ones. Of course, there is the possibility that we head the other way, lose a close-one to someone shitty and plunge into factional bickering and disarray, REALLY stink it up and leave no doubt of the changes-to-come. If it weren't for the dangerous long term consequences to every aspect of recruiting AND the difficulties we'll face in finding and reeling in our eventual coach-of-choice, I'd almost prefer the latter. Lotta reasons why I say that, but two biggest are the pain of week-to-week false hopes ("like slow death" is how I put it elsewhere), and all those "dangerous consequences" I alluded to--"winning sometimes" isn't NEAR good enough, and/or year after year of "slow improvement" doesn't WORK: It's an illusion. You just somehow never "get there".
So. Either we turn it around RIGHT NOW, WALLOP this Volunteer team in an angry-yet-crisply performed "execution", then move on to steadily more convincing, even dominating victories against all but the very best, whom we find ways to match and beat as well with a certain growing confidence--none of which I am expecting, obviously--or we all (AD included) face the truth and deal with it. Take the emotionally-detached approach and start doing all the things that implies are and will be required.
Which brings us back to, "How good are we?" vs. "How BAD are we, really?" The first is not an appropriate question at the moment. I guess today we begin to find out if we're likely to be asking it any time soon, OR we'll begin to get some answers to the second one.
Sadly, that's as much "positive" as I've got. That, and the certainty, even HOPE, that I am totally fallible. I could be, want to be wrong. As usual, knowing that, in this case HOPING that, is a blessing and a curse.